天氣開始轉涼。今日放假全日留在家冇出街。 懷孕差唔多有十九週。越來越情緒化。 今日喊左好多。喊到頭痛。 一，因為知道朋友發生嘅一件事，令我諗返好多我以前成日諗嘅嘢。 二，因為一時衝動而講出口嘅嘢無法收回，好內疚，好無面目面對。 我係一個無安全感嘅人同時鍾意胡思亂想。 結婚後我一直覺得自己好幸福，老公好錫我，又有責任心， 喺感情上面比到好大安全感我，所以我一直都覺得自己好幸運，亦覺得以前諗嘅嘢好幼稚。 直至現實一次又一次話我知幼稚嘅其實係我，世界並非如此簡單。 好攰。 我唔想諗太多，我唔想影響BB。但個心真係好唔舒服。

There are too many things we can't foresee. Sometimes, you expect something to happen, but at the end all you have is just disappointments...
So just make sure you're happy today. Tomorrow? It's too early to worry about it now. Plan? Just one step at a time. Because there are too much you can't control.

It's Saturday again. School has started for 1.5 weeks already and I still have no feeling of "back to school"... dun feel like studying and doing assignments... prolly the last summer was too long for me - no studying at all since May!! ah well... gotta wake up from my sweet hk dream... here I'm in Canada again...

Here I write a new entry... after half a year!! LOL~
I was talking about online diaries with kitkit yesterday, and I realized that there are 4 online diaries I got in total - Showhappy, Blogger, Xanga and Msn Space. The one that I use the most now is my msn space, haha, I almost forgot the existence of the other blogs I have... =P
I created my first online diary in Showhappy, which was a site based in Hong Kong, when I was in Form 6. I didn't stop using it until I came to Canada and started to use Blogger (this site). One reason that I switched to Blogger was that Showhappy got an very annoying advertisement that kept bugging me when I go to the site. And the comment function wasn't that good - comments left were shown on the right side of the page and they didn't show which entry they were referring to. Blogger was good, but the layout was a bit boring. That's why I spent pretty much time to decorate it =P (but after I finished it I didn't want to change it anymore, cus it was SO COMPLICATED)
I don't quite remember why I stopped using Blogger, prolly because I got a msn space and I found that it had way a lot more functions than any of the online diaries I got before - and the best thing I like about it is that I can upload a lot of pictures to there! Since then I didn't even upload pictures to my online photo albums anymore... lol...
For Xanga... I was never serious about this site, I didn't even put much stuff there... I got an account here basically for leaving comments in my friends' Xangas... LOL
All these blogs have a lot of my memory... I can still feel and remember the scenes in each diary entry I typed, and it was so nice to think about those days!!

Here I am again! haha when was my last post? I don't even remember =P

Right this moment I'm supposed to be studying for my English exam, but I'm so full so I can't concentrate >_<" And I can't concentrate when there are a lot of people talking around me like what happened just a bit earlier. I don't want to be mean but sometimes I just don't know why some people can't be more understanding when they see others are studying or working on something. That's why I put my ear plugs on and tried to ignore them. That's why I'm still up at this time (1am)!

Another thing that is bugging me now is packing my stuff. I'm leaving next Sunday and I still haven't started putting my stuff into my suitcase. Maybe it seems still too early to do so, but I don't want to pack in a rush because I'm sure I'll forget to bring something.

Anyway, I'm going back to my study now. Wish me luck in the exam tomorrow.

haha... haven't written anything here for a long time... cuz I have another place to hang around now... =P I only play msn space now... hehe so I've been too lazy to type anything here... oh well... I'll type sth here if I have the mood... so stop here =P

extremely bored.
nth to do AT ALL.
bad weather.
I rather have school... =/ at least I can go to school n study... at least I have sth to do... =..=